I need some god damn romance in my life, man. I'm so tired of guys just wanting to have sex, it seems like that is all they want now-a-days. Chivalry is dead or at least it seems. Where are the guys that take you out to a park and just sit with you and listen? Why is it all about making out and sex now? Maybe I don't want that, maybe I just want to be held or listened to. I want to go to a museum and look at art with someone and nothing more. I don't want someone to take me out on a typical date, I can buy myself food, I can buy myself a drink, I don't need anyone to do that for me. I just want to connect with someone emotionally, not sexually. I want someone to listen to me and tell me stories about their life. I want them to hold my hand and hug me, not stick their tongue down my throat at the end of the date. There is such thing as not kissing on the first date. I want to be surprised. I want someone to let me read my writing to them and for them to actually fucking listen. I don't know, I'm just lonely and I miss being told cute things. I want someone to look at me the way I deserved to be looked at, like art, not an object. I am not beautiful, I am a piece of art and art isn't meant to be beautiful, it's meant to make you feel something. All the good guys are taken or too shy to talk to me. I need to go sleep and get over myself. :/
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Maddie Lang
Dreamer. Adventurer. Wallflower. Lover. Fighter. Kentuckian / Californian. Finding my purpose in the world. Archives
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