Since I know you are going to read this: I am so grateful for you, "Sam". You have been such an amazing friend to me and I've only known you for a week. There are not many people in this world that would so willingly comfort and help someone they have only just met. I know I told you thank you already, but really, thank you so god damn much. I would probably still be a mess if it weren't for you. You picked up the phone and called me as soon as you knew something was wrong and you were upset with me because I didn't call you the night before when I really needed someone. But I'm the kind of person that doesn't like to cry for help or complain about my problems to someone. I'll just let it go because I'm used to depending on myself. This was something that I couldn't just rely on myself for help, I really needed someone to talk to and to cry to and to be held by. I know you can see past my tough front I put on and I'm so glad you can because I never would have come to you asking for help. Thank you for being you, thank you for comforting me, thank you for making me feel safe, thank you for making sure I made the right decision, thank you for listening. I appreciate you more than you know.
And to everyone else reading this silly blog: I swear I will update soon!!! I have a ton of pictures to show you all! I've just been busy and my computer is so slow, it's a time consuming process to try to upload pictures. I will really try to get some up before the weekend though since I'll be going out of town to an island called Azores for my birthday weekend! Much love to you all and just so everyone knows, I am ok, I am alive and healthy and that is all that matters.
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Maddie Lang
Dreamer. Adventurer. Wallflower. Lover. Fighter. Kentuckian / Californian. Finding my purpose in the world. Archives
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